Thursday, July 3, 2008
Since i had an operation, my mind is not what it used to be, i become very forgetful and even can't remember things that much. At first, i was confused and don't know what's happening to me, it seems that i can't remember anything at all, and even sometimes i caught myself that totally blank. This not me, not to brag on it, but i have a long term memory and remember things, incidents, or events very good back then. But now, it's different, Sometimes i want to do something or else get some things but when i am already there i forget what i gonna get or what i will do, and it takes time for me to remember about it. So, i shared about it to common friends whom i know that undergo major operation too, and they all have some problems like mine. They said their memory is slowing down. And I even ask a doctor about it, they said is just a normal thing for people who undergo major surgery/operation since that is the after affect of anesthesia. It's too bad then, because if the more you go for major operation the more your memory brain cells will be damage. hehehe, But sometimes we have no option at all, if we choose to live we have to do it because it's only a part of life.